my world just crashed

well when things go da rite way...everything seems to fall in its right place. but wen a ground below quavers just a little bit...entire edifice comes crashing down...this is exactly wats happenin to me rite nw... as i stand helplessly lookin at my years of endeavour...wispin away..fallin apart and peelin off layer by layer..all dis is happen just before my eyes...sometime u happen to in situations ...or wait a minute rather u happen to put urself into situation where all u can do is to just watch...its da same time frame...a couple of months back i had a change of experience...it was sunshine for me...its da same place ...da same person but a different senario...as everything settles down ..as da dust gathers by my feet i have to pick up wats left behind and start anew...a new beginning? nay a renewed beginning....